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So work in their effort to show their support for BLM have decided they want to hang a sign about two feet by two feet in the store front window that says Black Lives Matter. Like this is shopping center where rich ppl and people whose political views I don't really want to know nor would i engage with this ppl on normal circumstances. Like my boss has gotten into it with a customer before about gay marriage ( he is gay and married) and i have had some customers say things to me that i had to ignore because I was on my job.
Now when coming back to work after they finally decided to try and open stores again here, they asked if I was comfortable> i was like well I have a couple of mask plus i wash my hands and I am not trying to get next to customers on a regular basis so now I have a legit reason. My regional manager called to the store this week being very white person guilt apologetic to me because of the horrible events that have occurred these past couple of weeks. They wanted us to post the black box on Instagram with the option of not having to. I opted out because it felt awkward and like i said we have a certain kind of clientele around here. Not all are bad but with this subject the "bad apples" are really bad. I am pretty sure we have all seen those videos online of someone being batshit crazy like the guy in McAllen,Tx swinging around a chainsaw and screaming out the N word or that cop yanking George Floyd signs out of ppl's hands a park. And I can't list alllllll the Karen videos. Now you want me to put this big ass sign in the window at the store where I ....a black female work BY MY FUCKING SELF !!!!!!!! Like wtf?! I know you want to show you're allyship but dude....Because it only takes one dickhead...we've seen that. And I didn't sign on to get harassed at my job. And I know you think hey but you're black don't you want to show support. Yes, it's why I retweet stuff, I bought charity stuff because I knew the proceeds were going to black charities, I posted the black box I need the reason behind it before the internet turned it into a bad thing. I didnt tag it because I didn't want it to look like I was tagging for a attention. I know what it is like to live in a neighborhood full of white ppl who dont like you, the uneasiness. My parents telling me what streets i could go on or what houses to avoid because those ppl were racist. With retail work you sign on for a certain about of bullshit because customers can be asses but this..that sign that is inviting possible heightenend bullshit , I did not sigh up for that.
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This week was Nino's birthday, I cant belive he is actually 26.
He constantly look like he is underage..floating around 15 or 16.
At least I thought that until I saw his josei jishin photo shoot
for his upcoming drama. Man something about him that blue sweater
maybe him look his age. So mature and cool.^^*fawns*
And reading his birthday mail,he had a adult voice going there too.
The complexity of that boy is just outstanding.

Man, I can't wait for the next episode of The Quiz Show. episode 8
was all about the build up and that last like 5 minutes. I was like
Damn..I didn't expect to see that. I gotta love a twist. I'm guessing Sho
was working on The Quiz Show or Newscaster stuff and that is why he
could come to Nino's B-day celebration.

Speaking of more Nino..man all this talk of Nino, you would think he was
my ichiban instead of Ohno >.> ...
I wish I could see his play. I mean I have never seen the hitchcock movie,but
I've heard it referenced to on a an episode of CSI. Man talk about your
six degrees of seperation from Nino to CSI. Someone should try to make a
game of that. Nino could be the new Kevin Bacon..suddenly my brain is visualizing
Nino is Footloose >_<
Back to the play,maybe their will be a fancam of it. It is hard not to be
in awe of his acting skills.

And Himitsu grew on me last week with the whole fashion show at the end of
the show. Poor Sho..I swear he makes the best faces.
I got to see a bit of today's HnA when Keyhole went kaput on me,so
I will have to download it later.
Okay,I'm done for the day. I wished Age Around Arashi did more podcasts.
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So what was with the female guest, the boys had yesterday?
The boys ..even Ogura-san seemed super bored/disinterested.I don't
maybe it was like bullying a sister or something.
I loved Jun putting his feet up and getting comfortable. I kept
have this thought in my mind of just seeing him sit that
way while talking to him about nothing particular,like something
you would do on a rainy sunday afternoon. <----what the hell am I talking about?
Maybe it is time for a shower,then bed.
CdJapan shipped my cds *aiba yay*
I'll be honest, The Quiz Show episode 6 wasn't as exciting as I thought it would be.
I thought with the kidnapping,it would be all like"oh my god.." and "oh no he didn't."
The episode just fell short to me.I look forward to next week..er rather this weekend's episode.
Smile..I really need to catch up on. I like Jun in dramatic roles,but I don't know. Maybe
it is the oncoming darkness and drama I just don't have to heart to watch through every week.
I think a marathon is the only way I will get through the series. I mean seriously, the first
episode when Jun was crying in the store on the phone. I was crying and I didn't even know
what he was saying. I got the jist,but didn't completely understand. I'll just have to make myself
watch it.Point blank.
I really should have wrote my written submission for AAA.net's Smile project Sunday night.
I was feeling pretty down, almost felt an inkling of my old depression trying to creep back.
I'm fighting that hard by the way.
I popped in the AAA2008 dvd disc 1 and just watching Arashi making Remarkable,seeing them prepare for the concert,showing their concern for making the show good for their fans,watching dancing and singing. I couldn't help smiling, feeling the sadness start to fade away.
God, I so badly want to attend a concert one day. I mean I know watching I barely get a glimpse
at what the experience must be like.
I can't wait to see what the concert goods will look like, I'm more than likely going to get an Ohno uchiwa...because..well I adore the well tanned fishing ball of cuteness. Although I wouldn't put it pass me to buy the other uchiwa depending on the picture because right now the boys are having a good hair phase. I couldn't say that always.
Okay,enough rambling this post,must go find the Heyx3 Arashi appearance.
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I really need to get on finding an icon for myself.
Somehow I missed a load of VS. Arashi episodes, I
watched episode 44 of VS. Arashi. I had never seen
it. It was a whole episode of virtual golf. MatsuJun's
failure epically cute.
I still haven't seen the last VS. Arashi SP, I need
to find that.
I also watched the most VS.Arashi. I wonder how long Ohno
will keep the stubble because it is very much working for him. ^_^
There are just sometimes where I look at Ohno and I think how cute
he is and how in that moment I can't possibly have smutty thoughts
about him because he is too cute.
There were are other times were I look at pic or watch him
doing something and I think "Damn! He's fine and if I could
just get him alone."*insert evil laughter*
What can I say it is the burden of loving my fandom too much..lol
This week's Quiz show was intense, I can see the plot getting thicker
and thicker. Damn good writing for this drama..I tell you what.
When I got this DW acct. I had tended to put more in than fandom
musings. I will get there..just a matter of time. As along as I am
being active in it, I won't feel bad for taking the invite.
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So I should get busy and post any entry already.
It feels shameful after getting an invite not to put it to good use.
I am sitting here watching Food Channel's Chopped. The Food Channel
can completely eat up my off work time if I let it.
I had wanted to gab about last night's Arashi no Shukudai-kun.
We haven't seen Aiba's Sugoroku in awhile. It makes me think
back to Ohno fanbook project I participated in for his birthday
about two years ago. I really hope he was able to get it.Getting
back to yesterday's Shukudai-kun,Ohno looked especially hot despite
the Hard Gay impression he had to do. That I could have done without.
Maybe it was the scruff of facial hair he was sporting..who knows.
Sho was cute too,although he disappeared for most of it.
And I need someone to explain to me the nipple display at the end.

So like everyone else I got the Cdjapan email..I was seconds away
from ordering the book, when the shipping cost stopped me.
I just didn't want to shell out twelve bucks for a book I had
a feeling wasn't offical. So I didn't. I also want to know why
is labeled "limited edition".
Oh well, I got the singles coming to me at the end of the month
and because of a very generous fellow fan, I will be getting some
magazines soon as well. I know with the 10th anniversary theme
flying all over the place, there will be plenty more.
Man,when they finally get around to announcing tour dates I know
everyone is going to go absolutely nuts. I wish I could go,but I
don't see it happening with a miracle.
Man..I nned to get icon.
Okay that is it for the first post...hope it wasn't too lame.

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